Backsliding

// Sweet dreams, turns into coffee in the morning. //

So I slipped pretty hard on the cigarette front... But at least the other resolutions are beginning to take shape.

Cigarette intake is, at least, reduced. Down to five cigarettes, from half a pack or more. One on the drive to work, two or three during, one on the drive back from work. The cold weather is probably a large factor. I'm hoping for a reduction to three (one before work, one during, one after), then we'll see where it goes from there.

I picked up a more consistent coffee habit. At least a cup a day during work. Straight black, Cafe Du Monde, using my little phin filter.

Yay for Donald!

Seems to help with curbing the appetite, along with my supplements. I was pretty bad this weekend, what with gorging on food for some odd reason, but I seem to behave on the weekdays. Maybe I just need more coffee during my free time... O_o

Now I just need to focus on waking up early enough in the morning to get an hour of exercise in. Gotta get fit! Motivation! Motivation!

Leaving y'all with a little bit of Miguel croonin. :) Ta-ta.

Crash and Burn

About the only nice part of all of this is the appetite curb. 20 pounds down, yay...

It feels weird hearing the Weeknd on the radio nowadays. Took long enough for the man to get some radio play.

Wicked Games. My favorite track of his. Loft Music had that somewhat awkward end portion that I didn't really like so much...

I know that I should just go on and do me, but there's just no more motivation to anymore. Getting harder to wake up in the mornings, migraines are becoming more and more common... oh well.

Don't really have much to say... dunno why I'm even posting lol...

Reorganizing Life

I may have taken too many pills at once. I didn't think I had exceeded dosage, but I'm feeling strangely faint right now, and a headache's developing. Trying to flush the system right now with copious amounts of water. Was going to take this 8 hour alert pill that GNC gave out as a free sample, but I probably shouldn't for today.

Should probably go to the doctor's to get my own prescription for migraine management. Also need to go get an eye exam and glasses. Oh well, sometime later.

Starting to try and get back on track. Nothing else to really do nowadays. Wake up, exercise a little, work, go home, exercise, sleep. Appetite's not really there. Good thing lol. Maybe I'll actually meet weight goal for once.

Should keep looking around for a different job. Not sure if I can really handle this sort of complication anymore at work. Stress dreams are killin nights, coupled with migraines and what might be a smoking-related complication. Dunno. 

Fairly nice sounding song from Gummy. A nice change from the dance-centric kpop that I've been hearing lately.

Goddammit Anno...

So the third movie in the Neon Genesis Evangelion remake tetralogy is now slated for a Fall 2012 release, which is really, really ball busting. I was really expecting the next Rebuild to be out this fall or winter, not... not a whole year more into the future. =/ Considering the first one came out in 2007, and the second in 2009, I thought it was a fair enough assumption to expect 2011, right?

Although, they WERE planning on releasing 3 and 4 back to back... not sure how feasible that plan is nowadays, but that was the original intent...

Well, I'm off to airport work. Let's listen to some Utada Hikaru - Beautiful World. Aside from being an awesome song in its own right, it's also the theme for the new Rebuild movies, so yay!

Gym Gym Gym Gym Gym Gym Gym...

Gotta lose weight, gotta get in shape, gotta go to that gym gym gym gym gym gym gym...

Back when I just had that irregular airport job, the lack of things to do and steadier work hours finally convinced me to go to the gym. I had lost a dozen or so pounds, and was into a workout routine that I was happy with. Then the second job arose, and I casually forgot about the whole idea. Now I'm back to the old weight and it's beginning to annoy me again. NEED TO STAY DEDICATED!

Goal weight: 175. It's modest, and it's not skinny, but it's way healthier than the current 230, and I'm not gonna hate on that.

Raid in 20 minutes. Hopefully we get some heroic modes down and beef up the gear a bit. I need more healing output and mana longevity!

This post's song: Jea & Miryo (of the Brown Eyed Girls) - Love Is...

Waiting for the next B.E.G. album is driving me insane! Put it out already! Same thing for Jea's and Miryo's solo albums! Blargh! Give now!