Reorganizing Life

I may have taken too many pills at once. I didn't think I had exceeded dosage, but I'm feeling strangely faint right now, and a headache's developing. Trying to flush the system right now with copious amounts of water. Was going to take this 8 hour alert pill that GNC gave out as a free sample, but I probably shouldn't for today.

Should probably go to the doctor's to get my own prescription for migraine management. Also need to go get an eye exam and glasses. Oh well, sometime later.

Starting to try and get back on track. Nothing else to really do nowadays. Wake up, exercise a little, work, go home, exercise, sleep. Appetite's not really there. Good thing lol. Maybe I'll actually meet weight goal for once.

Should keep looking around for a different job. Not sure if I can really handle this sort of complication anymore at work. Stress dreams are killin nights, coupled with migraines and what might be a smoking-related complication. Dunno. 

Fairly nice sounding song from Gummy. A nice change from the dance-centric kpop that I've been hearing lately.

Something's Burning. Hopefully External is Not on Fire...

I am absolutely terrible at keeping up with blogs nowadays. Well, at least I don't have a follower base! Freedom! Whoo!

New job, new outlook on life (read: slightly less pessimistic), and new external hard drive! :D

Also, new violin. ^_^ I'm gonna try and be really Asian, and learn a fancy classical instrument.

Also, T-ara.

OMG ZOMBIES!

The original MV version was good, but that shit's 20 minutes long, and it's a story sequel, so... well, I liked it, so maybe go check it out on youtube!

Sixth Sense is Out, Cop a Copy Now!

Thank God for time zone differences. It's Friday in South Korea, do YOU know where YOUR copy of Brown Eyed Girls' new album is?

I'll come back with another post in a little bit after I've had some time to digest the new tracks and mull over them a bit. For now, Brown Eyed Girls - Sixth Sense

Gym Gym Gym Gym Gym Gym Gym...

Gotta lose weight, gotta get in shape, gotta go to that gym gym gym gym gym gym gym...

Back when I just had that irregular airport job, the lack of things to do and steadier work hours finally convinced me to go to the gym. I had lost a dozen or so pounds, and was into a workout routine that I was happy with. Then the second job arose, and I casually forgot about the whole idea. Now I'm back to the old weight and it's beginning to annoy me again. NEED TO STAY DEDICATED!

Goal weight: 175. It's modest, and it's not skinny, but it's way healthier than the current 230, and I'm not gonna hate on that.

Raid in 20 minutes. Hopefully we get some heroic modes down and beef up the gear a bit. I need more healing output and mana longevity!

This post's song: Jea & Miryo (of the Brown Eyed Girls) - Love Is...

Waiting for the next B.E.G. album is driving me insane! Put it out already! Same thing for Jea's and Miryo's solo albums! Blargh! Give now!

Urge to Speed, Rising

I never really pictured myself as the type who'd enjoy driving, let alone speeding. But after almost two years behind the wheel (yes, I know, I only just started driving, and yes, I know, I should've started years and years ago), I keep finding myself in these... well, let's call it what it is, aggressive driving situations. I don't find myself suffering from road rage, or doing extremely ridiculous things like constantly weaving through traffic at break-neck speeds, but I do find myself clocking well above posted limits and sometimes drifting through turns for no other reason than that I could. It's... odd to discover that I could enjoy something that I've always tried to put off doing for so long...

Work wasn't too bad today. Got off a little early, and I didn't have to scrub down any bathrooms, so that's always a plus. I'm just really hoping I can find a decent office job soon so that I can finally put an end to this retail streak.

Co-worker compared my register persona to Billy Mays. Not quite sure how I should take that, but I guess it's somewhat accurate? Too bad I can only ever really use that sort of persuasion and demeanor with things I don't really care about. Do a complete 180 when it's about something I actually care about.

Tomorrow is gonna see a return to the luxurious Borgata Hotel & Casino in Atlantic City. I'm actually going to try gambling in high moderation. Not too keen on losing all my money for the umpteenth time, so I'm thinking casual roulette parlaying. Hopefully I can ride out the day with minimal losses and copious amounts of liquor!

I've been on a Sunny Hill OVERLOAD today, and I keep finding myself putting their tracks on loop. I can't get enough!

Music for this post = Sunny Hill - Midnight Circus.

Goodnight d00ders!

Away to Work!

Books-A-Million feels like such a... stripped down version of a bookstore sometimes. The alphaing, the layout, the store policies, the overall aesthetic, it all just smacks of less than what it could be, and as a book lover, that really hurts me. Working there makes the hurt that much more noticeable, mostly because the frustrations I feel as a customer translate into being an employee and having to deal with said issues even more intimately. Blarghing BLARGH FRUSTRATED AT THE STATE OF THE STORE!

Well, it supplements my income I suppose. Cleaning airplanes isn't the steadiest of work, and having weeks of downtime makes my wallet sad. D: Ah well. Off to the retail hell-hole! Zoooooom...

Music = Sunny Hill - Pray. Strange MV, WONDERFUL ballad.